Forgotten memories

My job isn't easy, it's not fun, nor would I push it onto another. That's part of what makes my suffering so great. I wondered too much and caused this pain upon myself. I wish I hadn't. Everything I've ever hoped for has been taken away from me. My family and friends don't remember me. The memories that were taken from me were given back the minute my job became mine. My job to decide what happens to yours.