Save me from myself
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Last published Fri, Apr 8, 2016
My names Erin. Nothing more nothing less. My life isn't easy or hard, it's more average. Yet I struggle, I'm a fucked up child with depression and anxiety. I puke up what I eat, I paint my wrist red with silver, this is how I manage emotions. My parents? Haha good one, they left like all the rest. No one cares, no one ever does until it's too late.
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