MATURE CONTENT : I HAVE TAKEN OFF THE MATURE RATING BEVAUSE IT PROHIBITS PEOPLE SEEING THIS STORY. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFTORLE PLEASE DONT READ. BUT DONT REPORT. "you cant fix what's not broken" Andy said. "but I am broken Andy..." he takes your head in his hands " you are so far from it" **** trigger warning**** this story contains graphic details and images of self harm, suicide, suicidal and negative thoughts, mental abuse, physical abuse, and sexual abuse. all of which I have suffered through. if you are sensitive to any material relating to these topics I highly warn you to be careful when reading this story, and if you or any one you know is thinking about harming them self's or are being harmed by someone else in any way. please call 911 or the appropriate hot line. I wish someone did for me.