"Can we talk for a minute?" he asked. A blinked a few times, trying to clear my thoughts.
"Um," I said glancing at Mrs. Mitchell. She was talking with a parent and child while the other children were off playing. "Sure."
"I know I caught you off guard, and you're probably thinking freaking out," he said as he ran his hands through his hair. Goodness, he looked so hot doing that. "If you don't want to, I can understand. It's just that, I've been uneasy for the past week and I wanted to hear your answer."
His eyes were anxious and a bit sad, and I wanted nothing more than to give him a hug.
In those short seconds, I mulled over the offer he laid out. I can say no and continue this life I've been living, eventually finding a good man to marry and start a family with. Or, I could say yes and spend the rest of my life with a man I barely knew, with the added promise of a carefree life.
If I said yes, I knew I could eventually come to love him, or at least form strong feelings towards him. I was obviously feeling some type of attraction toward him, and he had feelings for me.
"I-," I said before stopping and swallowing my words.
Okay, Olivia, no turning back.
"Okay," I said softly as I met his eyes.
"Are you sure?" he asked hesitantly. I could see a ghost of a smile on his face as his eyes searched mine.
"But," I said slowly, "if we get married, I won't divorce you. I'm going to open myself up to loving you. We'll be husband and wife, in every respect. I don't want to marry only to divorce within six months."
A huge grin spread over his face, making my heart flutter and a grin of my own shape my lips. I was instantly pulled into a tight hug, the kids around giving a chorus of ew's.
What did I get myself into?
Graciously Ginny (Letters Of Change Series Book 5)(COMPLETED)
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"I need to talk to you." she said in a small voice shutting the door behind her. Her hair fell from her bun in red ringlets around her face; her eyes searched his making his heart race in a very uncharacteristic way. he'd had been with women since his wife died- mostly saloon girls but none of them made him feel as nervous as the one in front of him.
"You need to spend less time full as a tick in the saloon and more time with your daughters." She said looking right at him, that wasn't what he'd expected her to say at all "I know what you're going through Mr. Clayton loss is hard but your daughters need you-"
"Loss? What do you know of Loss Miss Wade you are merely a child." He snapped not wanting to hear everything he'd done wrong. What gave her the right to talk to him like that anyway? They had just met.
She nodded slightly turning to leave as she absently played with a ring on her finger She turned back towards him "I was Engaged to a wonderful man Mr. Clayton His name was Fergus O'Reilly and he was everything to me... he died on the eve of our wedding. Now this ring" she said putting her hand up and gesturing to the emerald ring "Is nothing but a broken promise of the life we were meant to share.... But you, you have Wilhelmina and Lorelei. You have a part of your wife always. You have something I would give anything for. All I have are my memories."
The woman had kept her voice calm, but to him it felt as though he had been slapped in the face. No one had ever spoken to him like that before.
"Miss Wade I suggest you bite your tongue if you wish to stay on as the governess."
"Alright fire me, but who will watch your children? Because you certainly won't!"