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Restart
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What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'
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Dearest First Love, I never thought I'd always be thinking of you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. I never run past a day not thinking about you nor regretting about how we end up separated. I have loved you and I still do. But sometimes, my heart just feels like you were never really meant to stay and sometimes it wishes for you to come back. I can never really tell when my heart is certain because now and then it changes its mind and I can only wish that whatever it may feel from time to time, I hope it will end up happy and contented. I know moving on is such a long process and a hard one but I want to try to move on because I want to forget about all the unnecessary emotions I have inside and I also wish I could live a life of happiness and love. P.S. I have always wished that when I'd love...I'll get to love you again and right because I thought that maybe I wasn't able to give you the love that you deserved and I really hope I could give it to you BUT if Fate believes that our love was meant to end, then this moving on might as well be for the RIGHT person and although I hoped for you to come back, I will still welcome an opportunity of a new love. :) <3 *****Let us all be inspired to love and forgive as we experience Mari and Ken's love story...