She loved me, I loved my job. She supported me, I supported my job. She took care of me, I took care of my job. She gave her time to me, I gave my time to my job. She cooked me dinner, but I ate the ones served in my job. She was in the shadows, smiling and feeling proud that I am with my job. But one night, she dropped the fake smile and say ' I can't do this anymore', and I knew I needed to choose. But instead of choosing her, I chose my job. I was afraid to take the risks.