Suicide Diaries
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Last published Wed, Aug 21, 2013
Autumn is a sixteen year old teenage girl who suffers with depression and anxiety, with a mother who could care less and a brother who is the "golden child". She and her only friend, Kati, make a pact to both commit suicide in 100 days. Autumn keeps a log of her day-to-day accounts for anyone who may care after she kills herself. However, will a new guy, whom Autumn has never seen before, change her mind? Or will Autumn and Kati still go through with it, once the 100 days is up?
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