Darkest Nights
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  • Leituras 13
  • Votos 1
  • Capítulos 1
  • Tempo <5 mins
Em andamento, Primeira publicação em dez 19, 2015
It's was bad. 
When I started it in freshmen year I didn't think it would turn out like this. My life was a natural disaster spinning out of control and I couldn't help but pull the ones I love along with me. 
Sometimes at night I would try to sleep and pretend it was okay, but deep down I knew that what I had started was bad and the worst wasn't over.  I do these things to myself, and for what? What power, what strength am I gaining? None. Our lives were falling apart and there was no one left to blame but me. I was and addict, and all I could do was want more.
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WARNING: Some pieces may contain triggers for those who struggle with any form of depression or self harm. Please read with caution. I will often rearrange the chapters in the way I see fit, so please be patient and keep that in mind. This is my first attempt at poetry. It will consist of shit that I've gone through/dealt with and ramblings from my screwed up mind. These works are purely fictional and not meant to be taken literally.