homesick || larry a.u
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"I'm sorry for falling in love with your touch. I'm sorry for falling in love with your eyes, your lips- you-your everything."
"Baby-"
"Don't call me that. I'm sick of you and your cute nicknames. I'm sick of you acting smitten when I know you're not. I'm sick of being homesick."
"You're home. You're here with your family-"
"You don't get it. I'm sick of being homesick for arms that don't want to hold me."
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In which a commitment fearing boy falls in love with another boy who has never been more committed to anyone in his life.
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