I Am Addiction
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I Am Addiction: about & information
(Based on a true story of addiction)
ABOUT:
Mauriana Mcloud use to be a pretty normal girl who's struggles mostly consisted of her abusive mother and her various health problems that she has dealt with and gotten use to over many years, but little does she know, that's only the beginning. She had done her share of minor drugs, but once her boyfriend Vince introduces her to a harder and more addictive substance, not only do her normal problems escalate, but more problems that are far worse quickly accumulate and destroy her more and more every day. She experiences going from a sweet normal girl to an addict slowly losing everything including self-worth, values, and her grip on reality. Who can she trust with this secret? Who with stand by her and who will leave her to drown? Can she ever go back to the way she was before or will she lose her own life trying?
INFORMATION:
This book is based on the true story of my actual addiction. The events, although some may be slightly different, are all based on the events I have personally experienced on my journey. Thanks for reading, share your opinions, and please share my story so maybe one day some how it will help someone out there.
P.S.- To any addicts of any kind, you can beat this by staying strong and never giving up. Keep fighting your demons; you just might win.
**Dedicated to anyone who has lost their life or a loved one because of, is suffering or has suffered from addiction of any form. Never forget, spread your wisdom, and keep on fighting.
-Kimberly Colleen Stanley (author)
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