Dear Diary...(ON HOLD)
- Reads 496
- Votes 102
- Parts 19
Ongoing36m
Last published Tue, Jan 19, 2016
Dear Diary,
My name is Kaitie. I'm new at this.
A lot of my internet friends have been telling me that I should keep a diary; that it might help.
So I guess I'm just supposed to write about my life and feelings?
Okay, I'm Kaitie- short for Katirina. My father died 3 months ago. He was murdered. Mom is a crack head and 'is incapable of taking care of a child,' I quote the child services woman that placed me in the foster care system.
This is the 23 foster home that I've been too since my father died.
They don't want a suicidal, self harming, depressed, anorexic, emo teen I guess....
Xoxo,
Kaitie.
All Rights Reserved
#808
drunk
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
![Misunderstood [COMPLETED]](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/97604861-256-k498144.jpg)
Misunderstood [COMPLETED]
Dan was 16 and depressed, no one really knew him all that well, he had trust issues and preferred to keep his feelings hidden. Phil was 18 and sweet, everybody knew him and liked him, he was kind of stuck up but he had a good heart • • • Dan was born in London but when his mum met a man, they got married and moved to New York together. But then Dans parents got divorced after his mum figured out that he was abusing Dan. Dans mum decided to move back to London because New York reminded them of bad memories • • • [I wanted to make their ages closer so I made them have a two year difference rather than a five year difference] [TRIGGER WARNING] INCLUDES SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE AND SCHIZOPHRENIA RELATED THEMES ; Copyright © 2017Complete
Haru Haru
Jale has bounced around foster home after foster home over the last few years. Finally a senior going to graduate and about to turn 18 in a few short weeks. Can she see that there is good in life to stay and enjoy? Or will she stay focused on the only things she knows for sure, the people supposed to offer you protection and support can be the most horrible part of your life and life seems hopeless. Especially when you are focused on what happened years ago, that makes life so bad. Can new people in her life help her see it can get better? Or will she follow through with her birthday plans. *Trigger warnings in this book* I don't know what will affect everyone, but topics of abuse, death, rape, self harm, eating disorders, suicide, general mental health things and I am sure others, they are a main part of this story. Please don't read if these things will affect you.
I Want You
Hi, I'm Hallie; I am 17 years old and I went through depression from the Abuse I got from my father. You know the usual, feeling as if you're the only person who won't feel loved in life, that nobody's going to care for you, the one in school that's bullied. The only person who has ever asked if I was okay, was my mother. But that was over eight years ago. Yes I was getting abused by my father for over eight years My appearance is different from what you may think. I have long brown hair, grey eyes like my mother's, I'm kind of tan, my height is 5'3. Yes, I am short as well. I'm half Irish, a third Italian and half German. One thing is certain though, I was a burden to everybody who has ever spoken to me. I have no friends and basically this all changed due to me being late for school one day.... ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ 𝚆𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜~ -Mature scenes -Abuse -Sexual Assault -Drugs -Alcohol -Mention of Suicide -SelfHarm -Violence ▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️▪️ If you are ever having any issue with Self-Harm, a friend is or your just worried about someone. These are some places you can contact. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline- 1800-273-8255 Mobile Crisis Line- 704-566-3410 The Crisis Text Line- 741-741 Domestic Violence Hotline- 800-799-7233 Text START to 88788Complete
Falling Apart
*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddnessComplete
You're My Last Hope (Under Edit)
*SEQUEL WILL BE PUBLISHED SOON* {Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Rape, Suicide, Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attack, Anxiety Attack, Anorexia, Bulimia} I never liked my life. No one would if they had an alcoholic dad who abuses him and his mom. Or if they got beaten every day at school for being "emo". Plus so many other problems that seem to have no solution. So yea, I guess I can officially say my life sucks. And I didn't want to live it. In fact, I was going to end it. But then that changed. It all changed when I met Anna. My name is Kellin Austins, and this is my story.Complete
Abigail
(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.Complete
Catch me if you can
[Not Edited] He's ruthless every man wants to be him or the fear him, every women wants to fuck him. He has the largest mafia he could kill anyone in a blink of an eye. She is the Beauty every girl envoys. She can seduce any man, what happens when she seduces the wrong kind of man. He falls head over heels For her. he would give up anything and everything. She didn't know what she's gotten into. She gets pregnant and flees never wanting that life for her child, she steels his money and heart. He will find her and he vows to destroy her. What happens when it's been years and he finally finds her, will he kill her in cold blood or will he see her and his child and decided to have Mercy. The meet when she was 19 and he was 22, she's now 24 and he's 26. ☽ I cum on his mouth and he slurps up every last thing. But he doesn't stop he keeps sucking and licking my clit harshly. My legs start to shake and I try to close my legs but he holds them open. "It's t-to much" my words come out shaky. "Your gonna take it like a good girl ok." ☽ [mature audience] [sexual scenes]Complete
Aurora | ✓
*new cover* I'm living in a house made of glass. I'm scared to move, to breathe, to think. I'm afraid. Any wrong move and I get yelled at, a broken rule and I get beat up...he's not even my father and I'm stuck in his own fucked up version of reality. My own mother is the reason he has me, the reason my family lost me. A broken, lost mafia princess living in the wrong story, taken from the right one. I've been in foster care all my life, until them...my brothers. I am saved by them when my shattered heart was about to turn into stone and when my cries would become echoes in the walls of the prison I was bestowed upon. I was months old when I was stolen from my family. 17 years had to go by for them to finally find me. My dad, my four older brothers..one of which I'll soon discover is my twin. My missing half. Will they be able to mend my shattered soul or will I remain broken and alone? TW: rape, abuse, assault, attempted suicide, strong language - Warning: contains teenage pregnancy SHE DOES KEEP THE BABY STOP SNAPPING AT ME DAMMIT...respectfully <3 *Edited*...sort ofComplete
Dan was 16 and depressed, no one really knew him all that well, he had trust issues and preferred to keep his feelings hidden. Phil was 18 and sweet, everybody knew him and liked him, he was kind of stuck up but he had a good heart • • • Dan was born in London but when his mum met a man, they got married and moved to New York together. But then Dans parents got divorced after his mum figured out that he was abusing Dan. Dans mum decided to move back to London because New York reminded them of bad memories • • • [I wanted to make their ages closer so I made them have a two year difference rather than a five year difference] [TRIGGER WARNING] INCLUDES SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, SUICIDE AND SCHIZOPHRENIA RELATED THEMES ; Copyright © 2017
More detailsContent Guidelines