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Dear Diary...(ON HOLD)

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Dear Diary,
My name is Kaitie. I'm new at this. 
A lot of my internet friends have been telling me that I should keep a diary; that it might help. 
So I guess I'm just supposed to write about my life and feelings? 
Okay, I'm Kaitie- short for Katirina. My father died 3 months ago. He was murdered. Mom is a crack head and 'is incapable of taking care of a child,' I quote the child services woman that placed me in the foster care system. 
This is the 23 foster home that I've been too since my father died. 
They don't want a suicidal, self harming, depressed, anorexic, emo teen I guess....
Xoxo,
Kaitie.All Rights Reserved

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