How it actually goes.. |L.H. Fanfic|
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Last published Mon, May 23, 2016
"A person once told me
To be careful
When trying to fix
a broken person
for you may cut yourself
On Their shattered pieces."- Person.
(A/N) A lot of people tend to romanticize Mental Illness's, such as (most common) depression and Anxiety. They will take to individuals,one with depression, and one who is most likely mentally stable. The mentally stable one will see how fucked up the other is and have the desire to fix him/her. So on and so on. Eventually the stories would end in a happy ending with both people well, living happily ever after.
Well I hate to be blunt but in most cases. That doesn't happen. Yes you may fall inlove but the relationship would grow dependent on the mental illness, and as soon as it fades, the love will too. Trust me. Depression is not romantic. It's a disease. It kills people physically and mentally. Depression can knock people down like dominos. One by one. People fall. You can't rely on someone to bring you back up. Because if you do, you won't know how to do it alone. And when the other eventually leaves you, you will fall back down again.
Being someone who has seen and suffers from depression, it is not pretty, suicide is not poetic. Having bad thoughts all day isn't fun.
So here I bring you this book about 'how it actually goes'. To bring awareness on how loving someone who's depressed and what it is actually like. I hope you enjoy. Thank you.p
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