"Why don't you care about our children, our family, I'm not understanding, Niall?" I ask, squeezing Niall's fingers closer to mine.
"You don't have to understand, it's ok. I won't go." Niall says and my heart finds it's way back to where it was supposed to be.
"You better not." I say, jokingly, knowing good and well these are going to be our last moments together.
Together, as a family, as a couple, as a husband, and as a wife. I don't have much time left to spend anymore. I remember when me and Niall were first getting married, it was before, but i do still remember, the boys came into our room as we were together. The boys came in with a huge camera that they stole from the recording guys. They were recording us for a while before I realized it. Before i did, me and Niall were just kissing and throwing popcorn at each other and Niall would always eat all of the popcorn up afterwards and just then i realized it. I screamed and tossed the remote at the camera and Louis was holding it and he tossed it on my lap. I quick turned it around and put Louis in spotlight, he danced and shook his butt at the camera. We all laughed and we really were happy then. I'm surprised i even remember what happy is, i haven't felt it in so long......
******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.