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When nervous and depressed Misty moves to London she thinks she will never learn to fit in, but she changes her mind when she meets drop dead gorgeous youtuber Dan. The question is will she ever be able to really open up to him? Or will her true feelings be forever hidden behind her scarred arms and sad eyes? *trigger warning*
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