That fucked up girl (Niall Horan Fic)

Hi my names Louise. Pretty weird name right? I've always hated it. Anyways I am 17 and live in England (born and raised bitches). I go to a school where I get bullied a lot. Home isn't much better considering my mom died when I was 10 and my dad has blamed it on me ever since. It's just me and him now and it scared the bloody shit out of me. He's an Alcoholic. I have no home really. If tried to commit suicide twice... And failed. I still cut. I guess I cut because its the only thing that takes the pain away ..... The pain of being completely alone. ---------------------------------------------------- Hey guys!!!!! This is my first fanfic. It's about niall. My name is actually louise but I moved to florida three years ago from England :,( it's been hard. I used to cut but I've been clean for about four months. Well that's it and thanks for reading! I hope you'll like it!