Disrespectful
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I live in a world where I know nothing but survival and money, and no one can be trusted but me as far as I'm concerned. Love is nonexistent to me, I have always thought that love was a little fairy tale story that your mother told you to give you hope or to make you never want to experience it or to protect you from it's horrors. Well how would I know? I'm just going off of thought. I've been in and out of foster care since i was a baby, I do not have any family or anyone i will ever call family. All I have ever had was me and I plan to keep it that way. my life has never been easy and all I have been looking for is the easy way out, I'm gonna make it one way or another.
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