I live in a world where I know nothing but survival and money, and no one can be trusted but me as far as I'm concerned. Love is nonexistent to me, I have always thought that love was a little fairy tale story that your mother told you to give you hope or to make you never want to experience it or to protect you from it's horrors. Well how would I know? I'm just going off of thought. I've been in and out of foster care since i was a baby, I do not have any family or anyone i will ever call family. All I have ever had was me and I plan to keep it that way. my life has never been easy and all I have been looking for is the easy way out, I'm gonna make it one way or another.
20 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
20 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
These are my confessions to everything that I've done. When you read this I don't want you to look at me differently. I don't want your pity or any type of sympathy. See I knew what I signed up for when I entered the game. I choose this lifestyle and at one time I thought it was the best choice for me. I had access to any and everything. Don't be fooled though there is always a dark side.
Nobody ever tells you about the price you have to pay when you are in my position. Everybody sees the good but, not the bad. The days you have to spend trying to cover your face with makeup. The different people you meet every night just to survive. The things you would go through just to get someone's attention.
I guess you could say I did it for love. Only if you believe in that type of stuff. I would like to call my experience a high. It was pure ecstasy at first. The charming smile, expensive clothes, fancy dinners, nice vacations. Then it turns into a living hell you can't escape from. That's when people start showing their true colors. When lights go off there is a whole different side to a person. You could literally be sleeping next to the devil himself.
'Let's do this dirty laundry'