Enigmatic Numbness
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The sound of the train’s whistle and chugs overcame the sound of the peaceful forest. At full speed, it came closer every second. Her ending was sixty feet away now and a once in a life time true smile grew on her face. “Finally,” She whispered in a quiet, weak voice. She counted down in her head as she closed her eyes. 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3-
Suddenly a force didn’t slam into her chest like she had been hoping for but from her shoulder then a soft warm impact on her chest after the feeling of flight over came her. She snapped her eyes open in a panic as she heard the train passing and she didn’t feel happy but let down.
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