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Enigmatic Numbness

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Reads 528
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Parts 7
Time 35m

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The sound of the train’s whistle and chugs overcame the sound of the peaceful forest. At full speed, it came closer every second. Her ending was sixty feet away now and a once in a life time true smile grew on her face. “Finally,” She whispered in a quiet, weak voice. She counted down in her head as she closed her eyes. 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3-
Suddenly a force didn’t slam into her chest like she had been hoping for but from her shoulder then a soft warm impact on her chest after the feeling of flight over came her. She snapped her eyes open in a panic as she heard the train passing and she didn’t feel happy but let down.All Rights Reserved

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Suicidal Todoroki x Depressed Bakugou | Fragments by luxzine

"I've been broken so many times that I can't feel the pain anymore. I'm no one. I'm nothing..." "Icyhot--" "If I can't die, what should I do?" "Live. You're gonna live, dammit. You're gonna get through this." "Yeah? That's what I thought the first time. No, that's just what I was told. It doesn't get better, Bakugou. It just doesn't..." [Original date of publication: May 15th, 2021.] 。。。| Note: - This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its darker/sensitive topics/themes. Dislcaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei. - **Fantastic cover done by kairichan13!**

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] by wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

Maybe? - A Kryoz x Reader by glxssynarvi

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Saved by sabzeverdeen17

She....I....... I was running through the thick branches, pushing the leaves out of my way with all my might. I had to get away. The wet, brown, ground made it easier for me to slip and let her red, chilling hands slip around my innocent, scarred body, not knowing where she would take me next. I was almost out of breath, but I had to keep running if I wanted to make it out of this forest alive. My red dress was getting torn to shreds, and my hands and feet had mud all over them. My long, bushy brown hair was getting hooked on every possible branch, making me push my hair in the back of my dress, just like I used to when I was forced to cook everyday for my loathsome 'parents'. Returning back to the real world, I had to stop otherwise I would black out. I took a few seconds to catch my breath silently, and to look around to see if she was there behind me. I was looking up at the tall, old tree when I heard a twig snap behind me. Just like in the horror films. I turned and ran in the same direction, not daring to look back and see her wretched face fixed on my body. I sprinted and sprinted, but slowed down when I saw I was heading to nowhere but a ragged cliff. The unknown would me known if I continued to run and jump. I stopped two metres away from the cliff and looked down to see a valley so far down. If I jump..... I die. If I let her take me..... the unfair horribleness awaits me. I had no choice. I jumped.

Finding Me (Todoroki x Reader) by Fandom_Princess12

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The Deep And The Dark [COMPLETED][UNEDITED] by xJadeHillx

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Broken ✓ by bjorghalla

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Insane- A villain that can change (villain Deku/Dadzawa [BNHA] by hi_imtired

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Numb ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo----[BOOK 1] by wasteofspace4150

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