Recovery (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)
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Last published Sun, May 19, 2013
I don't remember much about hitting rock bottom. I just remember all the alcohol pumping through my body, the numbness. I never thought I'd blame myself for losing someone I love. I never knew I could fall in love with my best friend. But I did. And look where it got me.
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