Finding Ones Heart

I am not stupid. I know what love is. Don't speak to me as if you know me. You are not even interested in knowing the truth about me. Don't love me if you are not ready to change me. Those are the feelings of a repressed man. Do not leave a broken man. Because you will leave him in a million pieces. It is not your responsibility, but believe in his capability to change. There in that moment of madness you understand the true meaning of love. Madness.

This is my story. My name is Gian. A man living in a web of lies. They say man lies to hide the truth. In truth it is to hide their weakness. When I was in high school I was what you would call a nerd. Makes even me laugh at the thought of who I was. I was shy. I was weak. I was incapable of being a person to communicate with others. When problems came I cry to soothe the pain. But that was never the solution in life. My father then told me. "When things don't come your way do you want to quit?". I never answered. Because i knew.