At 6 it was a happy, colourful cheerful life. At 8 her parents split and there is shared custody. At 11 she moves 780 miles away and starts again. At 14 she smokes and drinks like there's no tomorrow. At 15 she's got no friends or anyone to lean on. At 16 she's depressed and suicidal. **Trigger warning for suicide, anorexia and bulimia, self harm, drugs and triggering thoughts** Any parts with - at the start is a thought. Any part with = at the start is a memory or flashback.