Afraid of Love
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Last published Thu, Jul 21, 2016
Phil has been ignored and alone ever since he came out as gay. The only thing that keeps his focus off the crushing loneliness is drawing. He draws nonstop, usually having to get new sketchbook every month. He's become invisible to everyone around him, and he's okay with that. Then the new kid comes to town with his beautiful eyes and kind heart and turns Phil's world upside down. Will Phil allow himself to love the beautiful boy or will his fear keep him from happiness?
Dan Howell is the new kid. After having to move, again, he ends up in a small town in southern England. There he gets accepted by the popular kids, something he never thought would happen. But what happens when his secret is exposed? What happens when a certain blue eyed boy changes everything?
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