What now?
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Last published Tue, Mar 29, 2016
He ripped my heart out and stomped on it. And I just let him. I watched it shatter into pieces, and he didn't even care.
I should hate him, no I need to hate him. But I just can't. I love him. Everyone says I should move on, but they don't understand. I love him to much to let him go, even though I already did. She took him from me.
Everything hurts. Nobody can help me. They tried but they failed. I'm in so much pain it's unbearable. Sometimes I think I should end my life, but I can't. I won't give him that, I won't let him see I'm weak.
Everyday I see them together happy and in love. He never looked at me the way he looks at her. And it's sad because I gave him everything and he just threw it down the drain. And I let him.
If you cut open my chest where my heart is- or once was- you would see tiny pieces of my heart scattered everywhere. He did this to me. I was once a happy carefree girl but he took that away from me. Now I have to fake a smile, and everyone believes it.
They don't understand that on the inside I'm dying. I'm breaking every second their together. I can only hope, he will come back to me. But that won't ever happen. He broke me. Zayn Malik broke me.
It's been 2 years since Mackenna left London and Zayn behind. You would think she's fine but she's really not. Even though she's the #1 fighter in America, and has tons of fans that love her. She's not complete. Without Zayn by her side, nothing will ever be the same
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