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bigmacsnelbaker

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He ripped my heart out and stomped on it. And I just let him. I watched it shatter into pieces, and he didn't even care.

I should hate him, no I need to hate him. But I just can't. I love him. Everyone says I should move on, but they don't understand. I love him to much to let him go, even though I already did. She took him from me.

Everything hurts. Nobody can help me. They tried but they failed. I'm in so much pain it's unbearable. Sometimes I think I should end my life, but I can't. I won't give him that, I won't let him see I'm weak.

Everyday I see them together happy and in love. He never looked at me the way he looks at her. And it's sad because I gave him everything and he just threw it down the drain. And I let him.

If you cut open my chest where my heart is- or once was- you would see tiny pieces of my heart scattered everywhere. He did this to me. I was once a happy carefree girl but he took that away from me. Now I have to fake a smile, and everyone believes it.

They don't understand that on the inside I'm dying. I'm breaking every second their together. I can only hope, he will come back to me. But that won't ever happen. He broke me. Zayn Malik broke me.




It's been 2 years since Mackenna left London and Zayn behind. You would think she's fine but she's really not. Even though she's the #1 fighter in America, and has tons of fans that love her. She's not complete. Without Zayn by her side, nothing will ever be the same



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Special Dance (Zayn Malik) EDITING by _snow_flakes

'If you are able to move, you are able to dance.' I watch her dance everyday, in the park alone. The way she moves to the expressions on her face, I've remember every part of her. Sometime I would want to call out to her, get her to turn my way, but I never want her to stop her. She would dance as if tomorrow was never going to come. The life in her feet, the gentleness in her hands and the smile on her face, makes me go into another world with her. Just us two. Opal, holds a dark secret. The bruised on her body, hidden from everyone while she smiles, like everything is alright. She dances, not because she has to but because she want to. Those few minutes where her feet takes her to a whole new world, where it's just her and the song. Zayn Malik, sits at the top of the school's social ladder. Never cared for relationships and clingy girls. From the beginning he has had his eyes on a particular dancer. One that dance in the park alone, and always seemed to be in a different world when she dances. He caved her, wanted her since the first time he saw her dance. Wanted her to be his and only his.

Just can't let her go {Punk Louis Tomlinson fanfic} by weisdirectioners

"Why do you keep pretending you're afraid of me?" He hissed, obvious anger in his eyes. "Because Louis; if I'm not afraid of you I'll end up loving you!" I shouted. "And that means I'll get hurt...because that's just the way you are!" I said, hoping he would correct me. "You're right." He said simply after a long pause. "You're right." She was new; he was jaded. She was oblivious; he knew all too well. She was innocent; he was everything but. And anyone who looked at the two would know just how wrong they were together. Yet there was no denying the obvious fire that seemed to heat every time they were near each other. This isn't the typical "boy loves girl- they fall in love" etc. etc. This is about heart wrenching confessions, breath taking encounters, love shattering secrets,and two people who so desperately want to know just what love is.

Sweet 16 (Liam Payne) by wessaxtroyler

Hi. I'm Audra Rayne. I live in Wolverhampton. You might not know me as... well, me. But You may be knowing Liam Payne (Obviously) from One Direction. So, you may have heard about Liam's sixteenth birthday party. (If you haven't. Then be patient because that's what I'm going to say next. Patience Grasshopper), so no one showed up and afterwards he thought everyone in his grade hated him. But no one hated him. He was very good to everyone. The only people who hated him were the high school bullies, who made sure that no one got the invitation. And how do I know that? Well, don't shove me away and hear me out, but I was one of them. Yeah, as simple as that. And to add it, the whole time he thought that I was his friend. (Wow, that makes me feel loads better.) And I was, sort of. Because after his party. I felt very guilty, very very very very very guilty. So, yeah. You probably know what happened. I left the gang of bullies and I became his friend. I had learnt my lesson. I was his only friend and he was my only friend. But he thought I was doing it out of pity. And I told him repeatedly that I wasn't. And then he finally believed me. And then. BAM. He's gone. And now he's in the biggest band in the world. And I want him back. Because... I love him.

Love in London: A One Direction Fanfic by ItsKaylaLeigh

Girls like me don't get boys like him. Especially when that boy's name is Niall Horan. I'm just a girl from an average town in Wisconsin who came to London to visit my old best friend. Never would I have expected to meet my celebrity crush while I was here. The boy I have been idolizing him and his other band members forever now. But the biggest shocker that I never would have thought in a million years was that we would end up falling for each other. Sounds like a fairytale, doesn't it? But I'm only in London for 4 weeks, what's going to happen when I have to go back across the ocean? Is this just a summer fling before i go to college or is this the real deal? Will we survive the struggles we face or come crashing down like most summer lovers do? What happens when I find Love In London?

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) by OnceUponABookcase

( DO NOT OPEN THIS BOOK UNLESS YOU HAVE READ THE FIRST ONE WHICH IS CALLED 'THE BLIND KID') (COVER BY @inkedtattoos :-)) " Can you take a picture with me, Harry? " I ask. I touch his arm, but he jerks away. I hadn't seen him in person in forever. I back up. His lips curl into a smirk, Ray Bans in his hand and a bottle of scotch in the other. " I'm sorta busy, " He spits, starting to walk away. I grab onto his arm again and he angrily turns around, throwing his arms in the air. " I have to go! Leave me the hell alone. You can get a picture later, " He shouts. The anger in his tone was apparent and his teeth were clenched together. I almost whimper, when he freezes. He was acting ridiculous. The sad thing was that this has been happening a lot. Everything was fine and then he started having sudden mood swings and then comes along him being rude to fans. ' Harry styles rude to fans ' made the cover of every newspaper and magazine in the world. He was screwed. He later earned respect back from people, when the whole thing blew over. I could tell he was relieved to say the least, but his ego has gotten bigger and bigger, just as his popularity grew; One directions popularity. " You sound familiar, " He whispers, gripping the bottle of scotch. I was scared it might break. " Do I know you? " He ask. I nod my head to myself, but don't say anything. He didn't need to know. I didn't want him to know. I hated that he was acting like this. The Harry I knew would never do this. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek and I turn to walk away. The air smells odd and the blinking lights twinkle in the distant. I keep walking even when I hear his voice calling for me. " Wait! Come back! " He yells. I keep walking.

Catching Feelings. by afearlessdaydreamer

THIS IS A VERY OLD STORY THAT MY 14Y/O SELF WROTE AND IT'S BASICALLY ANGST AND CLICHÉ AND I HATE ZAYN AND 1D PLEASE DON'T READ THIS. Dear life, No matter how, or from where I start telling my story, it would still sound cliché. After all, it's depressingly common. But I believe that everybody has a choice in how to tell their story, and the way of telling it is what matters. I won't sugar-coat it. I won't say that my journey with you was all sunshine, and no rain; where anything could be solved by a song, because that's not the truth. The truth is as simple as: I hated you. Every time you knocked me down, somehow, I managed to stand up again, but living you was like walking a fine line: I had no idea when I would fall and break my neck. I didn't choose you; I was forced to live you. But you're like swimming in the deep end of the ocean; at any second, a wave would crash over me and I would drown and float away. You have succeeded to swallow me under and pull me apart many times, and I give you credit for that. I wasn't a very tough kid back then, though, because I had nothing to hold on to. My mother gave up on my father and me, and after a while, I gave up on you. But God wanted a different ending to my story, so he threw 'him' into the chaos I call my life. He smiled, and saved me. I found solid ground. And just like that, everything started to make sense again. "I'm Zayn," he said, but to me, it sounded more like, "I'm your saving grace," then, I was catching feelings. I saw the good in you, and he showed me the good in me. That was all it took to save me: a smile. Now, every word, every touch, every kiss gives me one more reason to hold on to you, so I guess I'll be here for a while. And until I'm gone, all I want is to make him happy. I'm living for him, and it's the best way to live. Life, please, make him happy. Let him know that I like my choices, and I hope he likes his. With love, Lexie Grey.

Remembering His Love // nh // complete by horanss

{ COMPLETED } I gave everything to him. Then, two years ago, he left me for his music. I loved him, he loved me. Now, I still love Niall Horan with every fiber in my being, but I also hate him with every fiber in my being. I gave him everything I could. My love, my mind, my life, and my heart. Apparently that, 5 years of friendship, and 3 years of dating meant nothing to him, and he left me with nothing but a broken heart and a goodbye note. Ever since, I haven't been the same. I'm broken and shattered, and it's all because of him. Even after all that he did to me, all that breaking and shattering, I still love him with all of my heart. But I hate him, too. I hate him so, so much for loving me, and then leaving me. The one thing that kept me going was that he promised he would come back for me. He didn't.

Beautifully Dangerous {Punk Harry Styles} by honeybooboris

{This story is copyright} "HARRY!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. The guy punched my in the jaw and my body hit the floor. My vision blurred and pain flared all through my body. I let out a loud scream when his foot made contact with my side. I her a loud grunt then a loud smack of skin on skin. I looked up slightly to see the guy being held up against the wall by Louis and Niall while Harry beat the life out of him. I let out a loud whimper as someone touches my side. "Come here babe, you'll be all right" Zayn cooed in my ear as he picked me up. I screamed again and almost passed out from the pain. "Harry she's gotta get to the hospital!" Zayn panicked while tears streamed down my face. "Fuck, Louis finish him off" The last thing I heard was a gun shot before everything went black. ------------------------------------- Harry and his boys run the city. One glance at him and you'd know to walk in the opposite direction. He has a dangerous aura that radiates from him. Luna wanted nothing to do with him and Harry wanted nothing to do with her. They are from two different worlds. Luna gets sucked into Harry's dangerous universe and struggles to escape. But she can't help but begin to fall. She can't help that he's... beautifully dangerous.

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

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The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) cover

Catching Feelings. cover

Remembering His Love // nh // complete cover

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Special Dance (Zayn Malik) EDITING

'If you are able to move, you are able to dance.' I watch her dance everyday, in the park alone. The way she moves to the expressions on her face, I've remember every part of her. Sometime I would want to call out to her, get her to turn my way, but I never want her to stop her. She would dance as if tomorrow was never going to come. The life in her feet, the gentleness in her hands and the smile on her face, makes me go into another world with her. Just us two. Opal, holds a dark secret. The bruised on her body, hidden from everyone while she smiles, like everything is alright. She dances, not because she has to but because she want to. Those few minutes where her feet takes her to a whole new world, where it's just her and the song. Zayn Malik, sits at the top of the school's social ladder. Never cared for relationships and clingy girls. From the beginning he has had his eyes on a particular dancer. One that dance in the park alone, and always seemed to be in a different world when she dances. He caved her, wanted her since the first time he saw her dance. Wanted her to be his and only his.