What now? - Big Mac - Wattpad

What now?

bigmacsnelbaker

Reads 251
Votes 7
Parts 17
Time 1h 19m

Reads 251
Votes 7
Parts 17
Time 1h 19m

bigmacsnelbaker

harry malik styles zayn

He ripped my heart out and stomped on it. And I just let him. I watched it shatter into pieces, and he didn't even care.

I should hate him, no I need to hate him. But I just can't. I love him. Everyone says I should move on, but they don't understand. I love him to much to let him go, even though I already did. She took him from me.

Everything hurts. Nobody can help me. They tried but they failed. I'm in so much pain it's unbearable. Sometimes I think I should end my life, but I can't. I won't give him that, I won't let him see I'm weak.

Everyday I see them together happy and in love. He never looked at me the way he looks at her. And it's sad because I gave him everything and he just threw it down the drain. And I let him.

If you cut open my chest where my heart is- or once was- you would see tiny pieces of my heart scattered everywhere. He did this to me. I was once a happy carefree girl but he took that away from me. Now I have to fake a smile, and everyone believes it.

They don't understand that on the inside I'm dying. I'm breaking every second their together. I can only hope, he will come back to me. But that won't ever happen. He broke me. Zayn Malik broke me.




It's been 2 years since Mackenna left London and Zayn behind. You would think she's fine but she's really not. Even though she's the #1 fighter in America, and has tons of fans that love her. She's not complete. Without Zayn by her side, nothing will ever be the same



SEQUEL TO I WONT MINDAll Rights Reserved

harry malik styles zayn

Table of contents

17 parts

Sign up to add What now? to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Love in London: A One Direction Fanfic by ItsKaylaLeigh

Girls like me don't get boys like him. Especially when that boy's name is Niall Horan. I'm just a girl from an average town in Wisconsin who came to London to visit my old best friend. Never would I have expected to meet my celebrity crush while I was here. The boy I have been idolizing him and his other band members forever now. But the biggest shocker that I never would have thought in a million years was that we would end up falling for each other. Sounds like a fairytale, doesn't it? But I'm only in London for 4 weeks, what's going to happen when I have to go back across the ocean? Is this just a summer fling before i go to college or is this the real deal? Will we survive the struggles we face or come crashing down like most summer lovers do? What happens when I find Love In London?

Saving Harry Styles (Zarry) by XXDreamONXX

✓ (ONE OF MY FIRST STORIES. SUCKS REALLY BAD. I'M SORRY. CONSIDERING DELETING.) Harry Styles doesn't know the meaning of love anymore..His parent's divorced and his mother turned to neglecting before she met Robin.Then when he thought he found love in Derek Price everything turned..He was taken by his boyfriend with no help from his family and taken into the dark world alone with an abusive boyfriend. Needing to move from suspicious neighbors Derek packs their bags and moves them away..Neither knew how much this town would really change their lives..New town means new school for the young boy..These people aren't like the old ones..When he meets one of a kind Niall Horan who literally drags him to meet his friends..He can't help but start to feel the walls he's built down..He starts to feel safe with the group.. More importantly he feel something for bad boy Zayn Malik.. Can this group of friends and possible love interest help the curly haired boy?..They will try their hardest.. The new mission for the town?Saving Harry Styles...

Torn Between Reality - Zerrie (Completed) by 22ZaynisBeautiful

Torn Between Reality © ❝What is love if all we have are happy endings?❞ _________________________________________ (Completed Story) "I'm coming through!" He kicked the door open, the lock snapping. He came in and I jumped for him, but his instincts were too good as he saw it coming. He ducked and I fell right over him. "You are so stupid." I jumped up and tried again. He grabbed my arm, and lifted his other hand. He slapped me in the face and I yelped in pain. With his other hand, which held my wrist, my hand still gripping the knife, he began to twist my wrist. Tears in my eyes from the unbearable pain, I let go of the knife and tried to make him let go. My wrist snapped, the pain so terrible, I let out an agonizing scream. He let go of my wrist and I fell to the floor, groaning in the worst kind of pain. "S-stop. Pl-please." I technically begged him. He stood looking down at me, no sympathy in his eyes. Nothing but pure hate. "I'm not finished with you yet." He grabbed me up by the arm and pulled me with him down the stairs. Once down the stairs, he pushed me to the floor. "Okay, let's play a game." I couldn't even reply, I was in so much pain. "Do you not want to play?" he questioned. His voice held an annoyed vibe. "I d-don't." I breathed. -- This is my story. Go through my flashback to find out what got me here.

No Sound. by adorinjustin

Louis Tomlinson was, as you can say, a "bad boy." Harry Styles though was completely opposite. He was a sweet, fragile boy, and not only that---he's deaf. The two fall in love rather quickly like any other story, but there's just something holding them back.. And that something, or should I say someone, is Zayn Malik. -- I wrote this when I was 13 and I'm 21 now so I realize how bad my writing in general was and I literally cringe every time I think of it. I haven't reread any of my books since 2013, I get second hand embarrassment for myself enough that it would be impossible for me to go through and correct any grammar or spelling errors I made. It's killing me to even write this now haha. But THANK YOU to anyone who actually read through and somehow enjoyed it, I appreciate it so much, really. :) / ⚠️NO SOUND 2 can be found on my profile, but it's incomplete and has been for years. With that in mind, I must warn you that this book ends in a cliffhanger. I probably would find something else to read. I sincerely apologize. I suck, I know :(

Remembering His Love // nh // complete by horanss

{ COMPLETED } I gave everything to him. Then, two years ago, he left me for his music. I loved him, he loved me. Now, I still love Niall Horan with every fiber in my being, but I also hate him with every fiber in my being. I gave him everything I could. My love, my mind, my life, and my heart. Apparently that, 5 years of friendship, and 3 years of dating meant nothing to him, and he left me with nothing but a broken heart and a goodbye note. Ever since, I haven't been the same. I'm broken and shattered, and it's all because of him. Even after all that he did to me, all that breaking and shattering, I still love him with all of my heart. But I hate him, too. I hate him so, so much for loving me, and then leaving me. The one thing that kept me going was that he promised he would come back for me. He didn't.

Beautifully Dangerous {Punk Harry Styles} by honeybooboris

{This story is copyright} "HARRY!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. The guy punched my in the jaw and my body hit the floor. My vision blurred and pain flared all through my body. I let out a loud scream when his foot made contact with my side. I her a loud grunt then a loud smack of skin on skin. I looked up slightly to see the guy being held up against the wall by Louis and Niall while Harry beat the life out of him. I let out a loud whimper as someone touches my side. "Come here babe, you'll be all right" Zayn cooed in my ear as he picked me up. I screamed again and almost passed out from the pain. "Harry she's gotta get to the hospital!" Zayn panicked while tears streamed down my face. "Fuck, Louis finish him off" The last thing I heard was a gun shot before everything went black. ------------------------------------- Harry and his boys run the city. One glance at him and you'd know to walk in the opposite direction. He has a dangerous aura that radiates from him. Luna wanted nothing to do with him and Harry wanted nothing to do with her. They are from two different worlds. Luna gets sucked into Harry's dangerous universe and struggles to escape. But she can't help but begin to fall. She can't help that he's... beautifully dangerous.

Pulled Between Two (One Direction Fan Fiction) by someblondesaresmart

He looked at me, his eyes looking like they were piercing through my soul. I froze in shock and I felt Liam's arms wrap around me and squeeze me against his chest. But it felt like it was happening to another person. Could what he be saying, the truth? Was he just trying not to make me fall in love with Harry? But also if he got drunk the night he met me, of course Harry was probably talking about me. What about on the phone when he was talking to someone in the background. Was he telling Zayn that he was going to win, or he better get a move on or he owes Harry lots of money? Or something like that? But Harry doesn't seem like the one to do this. I heard he was a player, but not a major heart-breaker, crusher person. I just simply couldn't believe what he said. (PART TAKEN OUT OF BOOK) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elena has to take her sister to a One Direction concert for her sister's birthday. That's when everything changes and she's taken through all these twists and turns. What happens when two of the guys fall for her, but one of them did it for a bet? What happens then? With all this stress, do you'll think she'll break and try to escape?

The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) by OnceUponABookcase

( DO NOT OPEN THIS BOOK UNLESS YOU HAVE READ THE FIRST ONE WHICH IS CALLED 'THE BLIND KID') (COVER BY @inkedtattoos :-)) " Can you take a picture with me, Harry? " I ask. I touch his arm, but he jerks away. I hadn't seen him in person in forever. I back up. His lips curl into a smirk, Ray Bans in his hand and a bottle of scotch in the other. " I'm sorta busy, " He spits, starting to walk away. I grab onto his arm again and he angrily turns around, throwing his arms in the air. " I have to go! Leave me the hell alone. You can get a picture later, " He shouts. The anger in his tone was apparent and his teeth were clenched together. I almost whimper, when he freezes. He was acting ridiculous. The sad thing was that this has been happening a lot. Everything was fine and then he started having sudden mood swings and then comes along him being rude to fans. ' Harry styles rude to fans ' made the cover of every newspaper and magazine in the world. He was screwed. He later earned respect back from people, when the whole thing blew over. I could tell he was relieved to say the least, but his ego has gotten bigger and bigger, just as his popularity grew; One directions popularity. " You sound familiar, " He whispers, gripping the bottle of scotch. I was scared it might break. " Do I know you? " He ask. I nod my head to myself, but don't say anything. He didn't need to know. I didn't want him to know. I hated that he was acting like this. The Harry I knew would never do this. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek and I turn to walk away. The air smells odd and the blinking lights twinkle in the distant. I keep walking even when I hear his voice calling for me. " Wait! Come back! " He yells. I keep walking.

With Your Love by heyitshusna

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Love in London: A One Direction Fanfic cover

Saving Harry Styles (Zarry) cover

Torn Between Reality - Zerrie (Completed) cover

No Sound. cover

Remembering His Love // nh // complete cover

Beautifully Dangerous {Punk Harry Styles} cover

Pulled Between Two (One Direction Fan Fiction) cover

The Rich Kid ➝ h.s ( Sequel to TBK) cover

With Your Love cover

Survive [Larry Stylinson] cover

Love in London: A One Direction Fanfic

Girls like me don't get boys like him. Especially when that boy's name is Niall Horan. I'm just a girl from an average town in Wisconsin who came to London to visit my old best friend. Never would I have expected to meet my celebrity crush while I was here. The boy I have been idolizing him and his other band members forever now. But the biggest shocker that I never would have thought in a million years was that we would end up falling for each other. Sounds like a fairytale, doesn't it? But I'm only in London for 4 weeks, what's going to happen when I have to go back across the ocean? Is this just a summer fling before i go to college or is this the real deal? Will we survive the struggles we face or come crashing down like most summer lovers do? What happens when I find Love In London?