Habits
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Last published Fri, Apr 8, 2016
"When wil you stop from that habits?"
I grinned at the thought of his question. He eyes me curiosly as I drank the bottle of vodka I'm holding.
"I don't know. Maybe if I'll find another way to satisfy myself and needs I'll lessen this shits."
Silence aired the atmosphere until he whispers something that changes everything
"I-I love you. Don't hurt yourself."
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Inside her was painful memories and mistakes she regretted doing.
Inside him was hope, happiness, and love that makes him feel contented.
Their paths crossed, then everything went down.
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