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Despair

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Reads 131,794
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Parts 68
Time 3h 48m

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she's famous, talented and beautiful  - that's what the media and fans sees. truly: she was broken.



[ could trigger some people, so read at your own risk. please know that suicide isn't going to help you, it'll cause more pain, but instead of those around you. please contact if you seek help or advice: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org or call 18002738255 ]All Rights Reserved

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Resentment - (18+) by twerkingjustin

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XO - I love you like by biiebsinthetrap

Online crushes should never be able to influence your personal life, especially not if your on-line crush is a part of your personal life, without either of you knowing. Is life not stressful enough without two worlds colliding? Gee, whoever claimed life was easy? Yeah, they lied. They were right under each others noses the entire time, and yet, they didn't even realize.

Deadly In Love (A JB fanfic) by justin_blzzle

Bad things happen to bad people; I'm a bad person. But I don't care what happens to me. I'll do what I want when I want, because I can. I have the power to cause fear. And nobody's going to tell me how to deal with business. (WARNING: mature, sexual, and abusive content. This is a trigger warning)

Mentally Broken by justin_blzzle

(Warning: If you don't feel comfortable with cutting, suicide, etc. I wouldn't read this story) How did I end up here, in a mental hospital? I'm not a physco, right? After all, I'm just a suicidal girl who tried to kill herself by pointing a gun to her head. I don't belong here in this hellhole. I don't want a roommate who's crazy in the head. His name is Justin Bieber, by the way. He doesn't belong here either. Justin's actually pretty normal. We're just victims of society who can't help ourselves. We're mentally fucked up. We're mentally trapped. We're Mentally Broken.

Basket Case (editing) by writtenbykara

What happens when you wake up and suddenly your life has changed forever? When you're questioning your sanity and even your innocence? What if everything you worked so hard to build came crumbling down right in front of your eyes and the only one to blame was yourself? What could you do? How would you be able to rebuild a name for yourself? "You know what's funny Justin? You're so used to living in your own misery that you try your best to bring everyone down right along with you. Don't belittle me because the reflection you stare at everyday is corrupted by your own insanity," I replied, fixing my hair into a ponytail. "I know who I am, and I know who I'm not and nothing you can say will ever change that." He chuckled lightly and ran his fingers through his brown hair. "Blinded by your own stupidity I see. You can't change some people. No, they just continue to see the world as this perfect place where mistakes will be forgotten. Not this one. You're a murderer, you're a monster, and you're a criminal," he ended, sparking up another match to bring his cigarette to life. thank you so much for this amazing cover!! [cover graphics: @wallflower_r]

She's Perfect by windinhersails

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Too Close for Comfort • jdb ( #wattys2016 ) by jendallfeels

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Nowhere by justin_blzzle

(WARNING: This story has A LOT of sexual content. I mean it. This story is ALL about sex, so I wouldn't recommend this if sexual content makes you uncomfortable) What do you do when you've hit rock bottom? When you're going nowhere? Don't ask me, because I have no clue. I've already hit rock bottom. I spend my nights working as a useless stripper, and I spend my mornings with different guys in different beds. Nobody knows the real reason why I do this to my life. However, there's this guy. He's known for playing girls and being a millionaire. He's also a Calvin Klein model. His name is Justin Bieber. He knows what I want, but what if I change my mind? What if life is more than money and sex?

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