Elise never knew why Adam Vilient left her, or what she did, but she hated herself for it, with every muscle in her body, she hated every centimeter. Was this enough to set her over the edge?
"Pulling her blonde hair behind her ear, she gazed into her ugly blue eyes reflecting back in the mirror. This was an ultimate low. Her wrist was smooth, no scars, no cuts, nothing. It brought her back to when she was happy. Being only 23, Elise knew she had her whole life ahead of her, but still she raised her shaky hand that held the knife above her wrist. "
This book isn't graphic, just a little story I wanted to challenge myself with. Yes, it does have some deeper conflict or content, but nothing too hard to read. It does center around depression and loss, which is a deeper subject matter. Don't be surprised if I don't publish for days or even weeks, because this is harder to write than it seems. Feel free to comment and star the chapters, thanks!
UNEDITED
Selenia woke up to the sunrise beaming on her face, she was wrapped in a cocoon of warmth while she watched the dust particles float through the sunlight.
Her brows furrowed as she remember the previous night. She wasn't sure how she felt being in his arms, needing to seek his comfort to feel safe. She always hated men, hated how they thought they were entitled to everything, including women's bodies. She hated how they thought they were superior to women, stronger than women. Yet here she was, wrapped in a man's arm because she wasn't strong enough to deal with her problems on her own. She was weak.
Selenia failed to realize the man behind her woke a few minutes prior. Elio could practically hear to cogs turning in her head, and knowing her it was something negative.
"It's okay to need help sometimes. We all need someone" he whispered in her ear. His breath caused her to shiver. 'He was right, wasn't he? You can't live your life on your own. But, that's not how she was raised, she was raised better than that. She needed no one.' she thought to herself.
TRIGGERING CONTENT: see first chapter for more specifics.
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