Paisley

"I don't know what it was, that gave me the urge to drive away and leave forever. Maybe it was the way the sky. It was so electrified with cloudless purple and struck with crimson all at once and made my hairs stand on end, like before a thunderstorm. And...i don't exactly know. My brain just felt so clogged with darkness and I wasn't quite seeing straight, or thinking straight for the last days Ive been here. And I just feel so tired, my knees feel weak and achy. I just feel like a constant burden to you, and i know you don't think its true, but you'll realize it when I don't wake up next to you. You'll feel better once I'm gone. I know you will. Like a 3 month weight was risen from your chest. This was the best 3 months of my life, that lasted seemingly seconds, but all sweet thinks end too quickly Ive found."
-Paisley