Behind The Computer
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Bugujifi...not a word. I know.
So I've decided that I'm going to be writing my feelings like this is a diary. Except, it's not. It's an easy way for me to get some stuff off of my chest. And to be completely honest, I don't really care what you think of it. I just need to release some tension.
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