Castaway

I have had cancer for about 2 years now, and Now, Now out of all times, the doctors are telling me I only have a few months to live......
But what about my life, how can I leave that behind?
My one wish before I die is to meet 5sos......and I finally do...
But now I think I might be in love with one to them.....how could this be happening right when I'm being expected to die? What's going to happen?