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Looking around now, thinking to myself; how do I get out of this mess? Just laugh with them or run away? I decide to side with the second option and run as fast as I can away from my problems, in this case, my peers laughing at me mess up. I didn't mean to choke up like that, my stage fright had just gotten to me again and I really wish it hadn't. I wouldn't be in this position right now if it wasn't for the boy with the brown eyes and the beanie. I wouldn't be here at all if it wasn't for Ethan Karpathy.
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