Shattered {#WATTYS2016} ADOPTED
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addictive-chaos
Complete, First published Dec 24, 2015
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TRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying
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Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved away 2 days after her mother died. Then started her fathers abusive behavior. In the years following she was bullied at school for talking to herself, not having friends, and never having her homework. In reality, she talks to herself because she has no one else. She has no one else because she never has her school work done. She never has her school work done because her father beats her if she does something wrong! Shes always been friends with anyone who offered. Normally it was a joke. 
She came to the conclusion in 8th grade, that love is for the blessed. She doesn't cut because she believes she won't have the energy to do the work her father assigns. She had a boyfriend once. But he broke up with her because he moved. Now, they dont talk. 
Her heart has been abandoned since her mothers death 8 years ago.
In fact, its been shattered...

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What if He wasn't there... (An Aarmau Fanfic)

21 parts Complete

Aphmau had been alone all her life, only having her mom with her when she was sad or lonely. She was home schooled her entire life, her only friends being the ones on the internet but they came and went as fast as she assumed real friends would, her mom said that school was full of cruel people who would just hurt her or use her, but Aphmau had only one friend that ever stayed by her said his Username was FC, She didn't know his real name or age she just knew she had feelings for him even if it was just someone she met over the internet. Aaron was alone all his life as well, his family keeping him from any kind of contact with humans, werewolves and mei'fwa. He was only allowed to socialize with his family and whoever he met on the internet his family didn't know about, He was only kept away from everyone because of his eyes, they had the ability to turn people to werewolves and werewolves to humans, but he knew over the internet he couldn't hurt anyone and he had one special girl he never wanted to hurt. Shu, she was the light in his darkness, his healer. He didn't know her real name or age but, he was in love with her, but he refused to admit it to anyone, especially himself.

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