I Hate That I Love You

Reads 115
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Parts 5
Time 13m

Reads 115
Votes 9
Parts 5
Time 13m

Rules from Mom:
1. No talking to him. 
2. He is going? You're not going. 
3. Your phone password is my phone password. 
4. I own you, therefore I own everything yours, including phone. 
5. FaceTime? Not in my house. 

Ever since she found out about him, I couldn't talk to him, I couldn't go somewhere if he was going, she had full access to my phone, and I always dreamed of FaceTime when she was home. After all of that, I never tried to talk to him again.
 
When I stopped talking to him, I got more upset. Felt lonely and lost. I eventually began to feel depressed. Not knowing how to deal with it, I just went to sleep. Not the way everyone did though. It wasn't until the night at the hospital that everything began to shape up the way I wanted it to...

Follow what happens in this teenager's life as she faces her ups and downs, but achieves happiness once and for all!All Rights Reserved

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