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Am I Really Alone?

dyamondsareforever

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Reads 2,882
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Parts 20
Time 2h 34m

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Who am I.......... I'm just a girl looking for someone to hold and never let go. I'm a girl whose been through a lot in the past, I would hate to relive. I just want to be known for the good I've done and not the bad. I just want to be loved by someone who understands me for who I am. I don't want to be judged just because I am a christian and I'm different from others. I want to be known as the girl who helped others with their problems and hard times. Sometimes I wonder who am I? Am I a person people look up to or am I a person people hate. Who am I?All Rights Reserved

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