My heart was pounding.. My palms were all sweaty and my hands were shaking. I can’t believe I am actually doing this. This is so terrible! I am a horrible person. I can’t do this.
“Zoe calm down, you’re going to be fine” Sam said while putting her arm around me. “Sam I can’t do this” I said holding back some tears. “we have to Zoe, we have no choice” she said. “Sam this is bad! Like REALLY bad! Isn’t their another way,” I asked hopefully. She shook her head ‘no’ sadly.
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I needed the money! I had no choice.
This changed my whole life! In a good and a terrible way! I betrayed him. and do I regret it? no!
I needed the money.
And it was all worth it.