here and now

I'll be 20 this coming June and I want it to be the best year of my life. I want the boyfriends, the straight A's, the partying, the amazing memories. I want this coming year to be the time of my life and I can look back and say, "Yeah. That's when I was happiest."

I had this plan in my head and was excited. I knew this is what I wanted most and that I'd do everything in my power to make it work, at least that was the plan until I met Jessie. Somehow just simply meeting him knocked me off my tracks but then somehow he managed to make my plan work, even though he had no way of knowing about it. He's the reason it'll be a success, I think. Hopefully, I'm right in trusting him.