The Feelings
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When she dies she comes back alive. As simple as that. Will Ethan permanently revive her from her troubles? Or will he let her rot in her own misery?
Please note that this story contains, cutting, violence, abuse, suicide, and much more things related to that, so if that triggers you THEN DO NOT READ THIS STORY!!!!
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