December 25,2015 Christmas Day

Hey everyday first I would like to wish everybody a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I know most people will be enjoying there Christmas, but for me not so good because for one, My papa was not here here and its not the same, this time last year he was in the hospital and he begged us not to have Christmas without him, so we did not. We waited for him and he wind up having to stay there for 35 days and stuff. We was upset and stuff, he did not come out after that and then they finally let him come out and we decided to have Christmas dinner after New Years. Now it is time for us to have dinner again and he is not here and we are upset but even though he is not here we now he is in the house and watching over us to make sure that everyone has a great time and he knows that one day we will be where he is at and we will be happy with him. We know it is not the same without him but he is still here and we will never be happy again until he eventually comes here and talks to us or we see him in person. Merry Christmas to everyone and i hope that everybody enjoys there Christmas and New Year. I love everybody and i hope that everyone stays safe and if you are traveling stay safe.