We built it up so high (and now im falling)

Lauren wrote Camila seven letters and ripped six.

She wrote about past and she wrote about future. She skipped present because she just didn't like how things were going and it hurt too much to write it down.

Lauren didn't finish the letter, and she ripped that one, too.

[Lauren tries to let go, and, along the way, she loses Camila, but finds herself]