Under the Beautiful Stars

Life is sucks. Yeah. Maybe i was born to be this misfortune.
Man, Male, Boy, i hate those terms.
I never believe in happy ending, love, forever. tss
Bitter, yeah address me with that weak word.
But i do have reasons.
A reasons to make me stronger. So no tears will fall if i might get hurt.

I was contented with my daily fucking routine.
Eat, Work, Sleep
Eat, Work, Sleep
Everyday is the same.
I said i am Contented,..
Am I?

Not until one day, i woke up feeling so alone, so empty, so sad.
I decided to unwind, to feel happy for a short period of time.
I drink, drink, drink until get drunk.
And this creature notice me at the corner.
As if, i want his company.
Yeah HIS. A boy. My most hated creature.

I feel so dizzy, i dont know what im doing with this creature.
I want to sleep to ease the agony
I closed my eyes
I hear him whisper
"Sleep tight"
But when i opened my eyes.

My daily life change