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Behind My Blue Eyes

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Reads 480
Votes 43
Parts 17
Time 1h 10m

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I'm only 14 and my life is a mess. My mom died when I was 7 so my dad had the responsibility of raising 4 kids on his own. We all have secrets. I'm failing every single subject except gym and English.  My 16 year old sister is trying to hide her pregnancy. My 17 year old brother is into drugs. And my 18 year old sister has lost 20 pounds in a few weeks because she won't touch any food. For the most part, my life sucks and my dad isn't home enough to care. On top of all of this, I'm left wondering if the boy I like will ever dump his girlfriend and realize that he likes me.All Rights Reserved

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My brothers best friend by gobbycow

People say you don't really know what true love is at sixteen. Well I knew well before that, I knew from the age of eleven that Jackson carter was the one for me. Jackson was my older brothers best friend and also four years older then me. I First met him when I went to visit my mum and brother in America he was like a god he was so beautiful but as an eleven year old toothless girl I was invisible to him. Over the years and with many more visits we became close, well as close as you can to your brothers best friend, I would follow them around wherever they would go. My brother was so protected of me and all his friends became like brothers except Jackson my feelings for Jackson grew over the years. Now I'm sixteen I've grown I'm not the little toothless girl or the little girl who followed them around. My life has changed I have changed but one thing that hasn't is my love for Jackson. Unfortunately for me Jackson doesn't see me anything more then his best friends little sister. Now I've come to live with my mum who doesn't even give a shit about me after the death of my dad.My life is going downhill fast and I'm hoping Adam can pull me back up. Nothing is easy,life is hard and at sixteen I've seen enough hardship to last me a lifetime.I want to be happy, I want to live I don't want to drown anymore. Will my brother be able to save me? Will Jackson finally see me? Will my mum ever love me? And will I ever get over the death of the one person that ever really Truly loved me?

Fourteen and Pregnant by _482smile_

I was a normal girl. I had wonderful friends, a loving, caring boyfriend and great parents that would do anything and give anything just so I would be happy and healthy. But, the summer after my freshman year of high school, I made a huge mistake while at my boyfriend, John's, house. I am now fourteen and pregnant. (This is a fiction story)

Torturer To Remedy (Short Story) by DAHLIASJOURNAL

My mother died when I was fourteen due to excessive blood loss in the process of giving birth to my little sister. That's when it all started. My mother was my father's everything. She was his every devotion to life but...when she died, it's like he flipped a switch. He became angry, aggressive, and frustrated. It was probably to conceal the anguish and sorrow he was suffering from the loss of his soulmate... Shortly after, he began to take his frustrations out on me. Probably because I looked exactly like her. A spitting image...only darker. He started treating me in ways that a father shouldn't treat his daughter. Now I'm seventeen, almost eighteen. I could have run away a long time ago but I have to raise my sister; make sure that she has a roof over her head and that she's provided for. It's not just me I have to consider in the matter. But my plans change drastically when given a startling proposition after discovering the veracity of my relationship, as well as my condition. Do I accept the terms, permanently altering my life? Or do I run for the hills as fast as the wind can carry me?

17 and pregnant AGAIN by Princvesss

Hi my name is Tii (YN) I'm 17 this is my story but let me introduce my life .. My name is Tilonie mariee I'm 17 years old i attend well I attended California high school but that was before I got pregnant again by my on and off again boyfriend of three years. I have a son name jayce he turns 2 this month the first time I had sex I had jayce I wasn't really ready but I was ready for Him I guess. Oh this was about jayce . Anyways jayce turns two soon but his birthday gift would be that I'm pregnant with another baby. As for my boyfriend his name is santo He is there for jayce and all sometimes but it's like he just want to party drink and fuck all the time he currently is fucking some hoe My life is just crazy between my somewhat sprung baby daddy, my dissappointed mother and being pregnant again at 17

Beta's Sister, Alpha's Mate by anonymous_writer_14

My whole life has literally sucked. My mom cheated on my dad when I was 11 and then both my dad and I moved out. My name is Chloe and I'm 16 years old. My dad just got married and we are now living with his new wife and her son. I don't like either of them but never could I imagine that they could keep such a big secret. Three times every week Finley has his 'friends' over and I try to stere clear especially with my three best friends over for three weeks all the way from Memphis, Texas.I had no idea that Veronica and Finley were hiding a huge secret right in front of my dad and I. They're werewolves and Finley is Beta of the pack. Little did I know that the first night I moved into this house I bumped into the Alpha of the pack as I walked out of my room. I had no idea what happened but I knew that something did. I didn't know anything about anything and now here I am, Beta's sister, Alpha's mate. But is that all there is to me? Or is there more?

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

The Way We Used to Be by TVDfanforInfinity

I lost my mom at 11, that's when it started. My dad became a drunk and I was left to take care of my 3-month-old baby sister. Now I'm 23, graduated a few years ago and my sister, now 12, can understand what happened. She never fully understood when I needed someone to and I didn't have many friends that stuck around afterwards. Until I met him. We were friends first, then the feelings got deeper. He asked me to be his girlfriend. He was my first kiss, first date, first real friend, first love, everything. I loved him and I do. I've said it. Now all we do is fight. I don't know why we can't figure things out, but I can't take this fighting. I just want things to go back to the way things were. The way we used to be... Happy, carefree teens that pretended we had the whole world figured out.

Lies by mjcutewriter

Lies, that's all I've ever known. My mom "died" in a car crash, I'm an only child, I only had two babies. Or at least that's what I believed for a long time. Now I have to try and find out the truth, but I only have a little more time before he comes and gets his revenge, or has he already? Too bad I'll never know because my life is full of lies.

Anomaly by langston_bae

Hey y'all my name Is Sierra, I am 16 years old n I live in Baton Rouge , Louisiana with momo. My dad is in prison and my mom passed away when I was younger. My momo basically been raising me since I was little. I'm a pretty average girl smart funny people would consider me "good girl" I guess. I had planned on going to college away in Atlanta once I graduated h.s but those plans changed when I found I was pregnant. I'm pregnant by my ex Bf Kentrell. He was my first love my first everything actually but when I found out he was cheating on me I broke up with him. This was right before I found out I was pregnant he wants to get back together but Ian having it. We only communicate for the baby. I still love him but only time will tell.

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My brothers best friend

People say you don't really know what true love is at sixteen. Well I knew well before that, I knew from the age of eleven that Jackson carter was the one for me. Jackson was my older brothers best friend and also four years older then me. I First met him when I went to visit my mum and brother in America he was like a god he was so beautiful but as an eleven year old toothless girl I was invisible to him. Over the years and with many more visits we became close, well as close as you can to your brothers best friend, I would follow them around wherever they would go. My brother was so protected of me and all his friends became like brothers except Jackson my feelings for Jackson grew over the years. Now I'm sixteen I've grown I'm not the little toothless girl or the little girl who followed them around. My life has changed I have changed but one thing that hasn't is my love for Jackson. Unfortunately for me Jackson doesn't see me anything more then his best friends little sister. Now I've come to live with my mum who doesn't even give a shit about me after the death of my dad.My life is going downhill fast and I'm hoping Adam can pull me back up. Nothing is easy,life is hard and at sixteen I've seen enough hardship to last me a lifetime.I want to be happy, I want to live I don't want to drown anymore. Will my brother be able to save me? Will Jackson finally see me? Will my mum ever love me? And will I ever get over the death of the one person that ever really Truly loved me?