A Year Of Hope
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MatureOngoing5h 55m
Last published Tue, Dec 29, 2020
The suicide letter of Cai, a gray and ordinary man, who tells the story of the colorful and anything but ordinary Jane, who changed his life and gave him hope, even if it were only for a year.
AN: This is a work in progress. I'm almost finished writing but I know there is an extraordinary amount of editing to be completed. I also don't like a lot of the poems I've written, so I plan on rewriting those.
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