Poisonous Love | J.B |
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Last published Sat, Nov 11, 2017
I stand here. Looking in the mirror. Barely recognizing the girl in that reflection.
Who is this girl?
This girl isn't the same girl that she was a few months ago. Broken doesn't even begin to describe her. The girl a few months ago wasn't afraid of her own shadow. That girl wasn't afraid to speak her mind. That girl was confident. This girl has been hurt. Lied to many times by the person she trusted so much. This girl is lost.
I put on some make up covering up my tears. I fake a smile which I have become use to.
I thought he loved me but that was all a big lie once someone better came along. But I guess when it's real no matter how poisonous it might have been it comes back stronger. Will I remain the same girl, broken, or will the one thing that destroyed me make me feel whole again.
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