what i remember
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MatureOngoing2h 8m
Last published Fri, Jul 26, 2019
She puts on a brave face when around others even though, inside, she is shattered. She goes through guy after guy to find someone that will comfort her the way she needs. She gives up so much of herself and finds herself feeling gone, empty, broken. Collin is there for her every step of the way.. whether she realizes it or not. She can't stop remembering what happened, but maybe he is a way to forget.
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