Fix Me
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Ongoing11m
Last published Sat, Mar 26, 2016
I was left behind here on this Sober House. Not feeling anything, Not seeing anyone. Not doing anything. The issues on our lives blown the whole world. People thought we are innocent. But now we're just piece of shit that is totally fucked up.
I'm Done being in here. I stood up and wore my boots and my jacket i got my car keys and leave the country to check someone important.
I landed on 3:00 in the morning here on The UK, Wanting to see Elle again.
I tried to open her door apartment but it was locked, Selena said she's been spying and she knows Elle was here.
I remembered where she put her spare keys and open the door. Her wide mansion like apartment was covered by darkness but the only shines the most was her room. I opened it and saw a whole big mess. I walked though her bathroom and i was shocked by the view.
I saw a beautiful soul dying because of being lonely and Hated. Because of people keep leaving her life. She was holding a knife. The pills was randomly shattered on the floor. Her blood was dripping out of her gorgeous body. She was laying on the pool of blood. She was destroyed. I can't hear her breathing. But her heart is still beating. I noticed i was shaking hard and crying like there's a river on my eyes. I can't believe it.
I think it's all my fault, I left her behind not talking to her for months and not looking for her. I brought her down but she picked me up.
"Elle, Open your eyes please!" I whispered holding her close to my warm body.
"Please!" I shouted.
"No shouting please" She whispered catching her breath.
"Oh baby" I cried. I picked her up and took a towel and wraped it to her. I brought her to her bed, bridal style.I can hear her breathing and her eyes are carefully shut. I cried seeing her again."Don't fucking cry!" She murmured."Sorry" I chuckled.
"Sing me to sleep babe" She said
"Can you be my nightigale, sing to me i know you're there you could be my sanity-" I was cut singing. I was surprise by her kissed her tender kiss
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