A Rucas Story -Do You Really Love Me?

"Why are you telling me this now?"
She asks. "I'm finally over you and I'm happy with Charlie and you just come here and drop a bomb like that?" She takes a breath before starting again. "Why couldn't you have told me this a week ago or Freshman year before I started dating him? Why now?" She finishes. "Because I thought seeing you happy would be enough for me, but seeing you with someone else tears me apart inside. I can't take it anymore seeing you with him is like having my heart ripped out of my chest and shoved down my throat. Trust me Riley I want for you to be happy, but I want to be the one who makes you happy, I want to be the one who puts that beautiful smile on your face. I want to be the one to hold you and cheer you up when you're having a bad day. I want to be the one you come running to when you and Maya have a fight and you need someone to talk to about it. I want to be the one you call when you wake up from a nightmare in the middle of the night. I want to be the one who puts the corsage on your wrist before a dance. I just want to be yours and yours only. Because, " I pause for a moment catching my breath. "Because I'm so madly and indescribably in love with you Riley and there's nothing I can do to stop it, and quite frankly I don't want to because I'm high on lovin' you" I confess.