Who would have ever thought that bad ass Dean Winchester would fall in love with Castiel Novak, one of the youngest of the perfect, religious, traditional Novak family? They are complete polar opposites, or so they once thought. But everything changes on one drunken night when both do something that changes both of their lives forever. And this is only the beginning. TW: depression, suicide, child-abuse, rape, self-harm (beating self, cutting, etc.), anxiety/panic attacks, sex, drugs, alcohol