The Secrets Of Them And Me
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"Erine! Please don't die!... Erine PLEASE I BEG OF YOU! DON'T EVER LEAVE US!"
As I hear a voice calling me, telling me to hang on, begging me not to leave them, I can't help myself but to cry even though I can't feel it.
"I can't... I can't see anything, even though my eyes are wide open"
I can't see anything, and my heart is getting weaker, my ears are loosing its sight, my whole body aches.
I can't remember anything, but as far as I know I was protecting someone who is very important to me.
Is this really my end? I've died so many times but I've live so many times too. I can't help but to ask myself and the whole world...
... When will my misery life end?
I hear them calling my name, crying and begging.
I know that they are the people who where very close to me, they are my family.
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Have you ever tried living and dying for so many times?
If you don't, well I did... I've died so many times, but there is these people who always revive me from my death...
They have reasons to revive me and keep me alive, and I also have a reason to live.
But what if?
I'm tired of living and dying, and all I've wanted is to die and never to be revive again.
But I can't, because I have an important role to play and, I have duties to finish... That is their reason that's is why they are keeping me alive.
But for me my reason is I have to live because I have a prayers to fulfill...
and lastly... I can't die... because there are people who will suffer if I die...
it will be hard for them to live... you wouldn't understand it by now...
But as long as you read what really happened and what really is happening you will know my
Pain, Sorrow, Sacrifices, Tears, and heart breaking just because of pettiness.
And the people who will suffer when I'm going to die...
It all started in...
Darkness
After Darkness came the secrets that they never told me about, each one of them has a piece on me, while I on the other hand has a secret that I have forgotten.
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