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The Secrets Of Them And Me
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Erine_Jane
Ongoing, First published Dec 28, 2015
Mature
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"Erine! Please don't die!... Erine PLEASE I BEG OF YOU! DON'T EVER LEAVE US!"
As I hear a voice calling me, telling me to hang on, begging me not to leave them, I can't help myself but to cry even though I can't feel it.

"I can't... I can't see anything, even though my eyes are wide open"
I can't see anything, and my heart is getting weaker, my ears are loosing its sight, my whole body aches.
I can't remember anything, but as far as I know I was protecting someone who is very important to me.
Is this really my end? I've died so many times but I've live so many times too. I can't help but to ask myself and the whole world...
... When will my misery life end? 

I hear them calling my name, crying and begging.
I know that they are the people who where very close to me, they are my family.
--
Have you ever tried living and dying for so many times?
If you don't, well I did... I've died so many times, but there is these people who always revive me from my death...
They have reasons to revive me and keep me alive, and I also have a reason to live.
But what if?
I'm tired of living and dying, and all I've wanted is to die and never to be revive again.
But I can't, because I have an important role to play and, I have duties to finish... That is their reason that's is why they are keeping me alive.
But for me my reason is I have to live because I have a prayers to  fulfill...
and lastly... I can't die... because there are people who will suffer if I die...
it will be hard for them to live... you wouldn't understand it by now... 
But as long as you read what really happened and what really is happening you will know my

Pain, Sorrow, Sacrifices, Tears, and heart breaking just because of pettiness.

And the people who will suffer when I'm going to die...

It all started in...

Darkness 

After Darkness came the secrets that they never told me about, each one of them has a piece on me, while I on the other hand has a secret that I have forgotten.
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What we have is just now. As long as she loves me. As long as she wants to be with me. As long as there is 'we'. I love her! But the rainbow is not just a blend of vibrant and bright colors. It doesn't even stay for a long period of time-- just enough for us to see and in a fleet of time is gone, leaving us wondering if it's real. A rainbow doesn't have black and white. It wasn't just like that. Same as love. Same as us. There were times that i want to give her up. Not because my love did fade, rather, my love is too much. Too much that letting her go is the only option left for her to choose me without hesitation, without guilt, freed of lies. I want her to grow, to weigh things as it is. I want her to make me feel that being with me is her choice. I want her to realize that i am hers and that she have to surrender herself to me as well. I want her to love me because that is the way she feels and not because it was the safest way. Being with her is paradise. It was a mixture of colored pastel. It was too vibrant to explain. But at a sudden twist of downs and ups, we are shaking. Loving her has become my weakness. The weakening thought of losing her when I fuck up is too much to run me insane. I'm overreacting perhaps. But being with her, means walking in a narrow-road of heaven. There's no security, no assurance. One wrong move, and I'll be slipping away. Just in the never ending pain of darkness, of solitude, of self-struggle. Loving her has become my addiction. I couldn't get enough of it. But so they say, what's too much can cause harm. Maybe I'm loving her too much that she finds it hard to breathe when i'm around. But yes, it is just a wishful thinking; things that I'll surely not going to say to her because i will never ever earn the courage to say so. We are just nothing but a 'fateful coincidence.'

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