Me Myself and I
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Waiting on someone to do something is like waiting for a chicken to lay an egg. You know that they are going to do it but you're like just do it already and stop keeping me waiting. I'm not getting any younger and neither is he. I would love to do it myself but the fear of being turned down is not what I'm going for.
Boys are very frustrating to me cause you never know what they are thinking. They are also frustrating to me because you never know if they are lying or just being honest.
I'm 18 year old Kendall, I work at kids footlocker smelling feet and cleaner all day, and part time at Lord & Taylor twice a week. I live in a shoe box and both my parents died in a plane crash and my whole family turned against me because I lost my virginity at 12 to a scammer and drug dealer that was 16. I'm just trying to find someone just like me that knows the struggle and pain.
If anyone told you finding love was easy they lied and keeping it was easy they lied big time. That's what they did to me.
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