I don't think anyone actually realises what its like to lose somebody over their fame.
I don't think anyone knows how it feels to wake up one morning to see you're best friend, you're soul mate, you're first love to be on his knees packing a suitcase.
Nobody knows how I felt when I woke up that morning.
"This just isn't working out, my career comes first."
Those four words which shattered my heart into little pieces. The feeling of walking on broken Glass with your feet bare,
'my career comes first' Nothing in my life will ever hurt me as much as those words did. I had let go of my plans, I forgot my life long dream to explore the world. I left my family behind. For the boy who's Career came before me.
I sighed and picked up my Anti-depressant pills, also known as 'happy pills', taking two of the small tablets out and quickly downing them.