So Close, But So Far //trigger warning//
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Phil Lester, better known as AmazingPhil on YouTube, has had a crush on his best friend, Dan , better known as Danisnotonfire on YouTube. Dan doesn't know this however, and Phil has to keep it hidden. Will Phil be able to keep it in forever? Or will he be forced to tell Dan?
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