UGLY. (Johlex)
- Lectures 19,753
- Votes 808
- Chapitres 22
WARNING: Self Harm in first half
(Note: 4/2023
I wrote this when I was thirteen and haven't read it since 2016 and I refuse to read it because I know it's cringe. I'm also dyslexic so have fun with the mistakes if you decide to torture yourself)
I'm Fat.
I'm Useless.
I'm Unwanted.
I'm helpless.
I'm just... UGLY.
A girl who tried to hide her emotions from the world.
In till a boy found something he wasn't supposed to find.
That one thing changed their lives forever...
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